GOD says Even to our OLD age HE will Carry, Bear and Deliver us [Isaiah 46.3-4] Beloved so CHEER UP... [Psalms 34.10] [Matthew 6.33-34] [Philippians 4.67] Hand of God can reach and reverse your painful, desperate situation at anytime, wherever you are; provided you: realize, repent and ready to be restored in God [Romans 10.9-10] Seek GOD; HE is the key [Matthew 6.33] [Psalms 34.10] .... GOD says: they that wait upon the Lord renew their strength; mount up with wings as eagles.. not be weary.. nor faint.[Isaiah. 40.31] So wait at God’s presence and pray for His strength and power....