You are not your order but God's, my friend... What God orders, God will pay for; what God gives birth to [Genesis 1.26-27] God will always take care of. Common sense. Just trust God and be patient... God neither sleeps nor slumbers [Psalms 121.4] [Zechariah 2.6] [Psalms 34.7] [1 John 4.4] .... His eyes are always on you... Times of trials are nothing but times of training and preparation...before promotion. Be patient, praising and thanking God...