My friend, STOP revisiting, magnifying your past mistakes or misfortunes, Using your Priceless: Imagination/Time, only to become: dull, down, depressed again; rather Remember, there's nothing you can do to change your PAST but on the other hand, Everything you DO NOW depending on GOD, using your Talents and Time, You can CHANGE your FUTURE forever. Mistakes are nothing but Lessons learnt, now move forward in virgin territories hooking on to GOD/BIBLE because GOD is our: Father, Friend and Best Teacher [Matthew 6.8], [John 15.14], [Jeremiah 33.3] and HE CANNOT: Lie [Titus 1.2], Change [Malachi 3.6] or Fail [Hebrews 13.5]. So, SEEK GOD, so that you will CHANGE. Truth. Wisdom. Choice.