Beloved, STOP wasting your Feelings on people/devil who never value them. Some people Change, Some Don't but Some Never will. Selfish they grow, Selfish they live, selfish they die. Possessions, Positions, Power are their gods. They Love THINGS, they USE people because they are Blinded/Ruled by devil [2 Corinthians 4.4]. So, STOP Waiting Indefinitely, Wasting your precious Time/Emotions on them; rather Turn to GOD who LOVED, LOVE and will always LOVE us until WE have the right to Choose. GOD is Eagerly Waiting for us [Revelation 3.20], [John 3.16], [Revelation 21.4]. So: Seek GOD/BIBLE, Believe HIM, Obey HIM, Befriend/Celebrate HIM [John 15.14]. Wisdom. Truth. Choice.