My friend, Whoever you are, Whenever you are Shocked/Shaken; when your Trusted people let you down, Accusing you Falsely, Betraying you Suddenly,. don't be Surprised because we live in an Evil world for now, tells GOD/BIBLE [Galatians 1.4], [John 16.33]. So: Remember, Reminded and Reassured: this World is Not your Permanent Home [Philippians 3.20-21]. Get SAVED. As SAVED or Accepted JESUS as your personal SAVIOR; as your intimacy with GOD grows, you will be Hated by others even by your family and friends, at times. You will also voluntarily begin to shift focus from: Money, Men and Materials to Celebrate your personal, regular fellowship with GOD enjoying HIS Awesome: invisible but Intimate relationship with YOU. It won't be too long before WE will be united with the LORD [2 Corinthians 5.8]. Know this for sure, GOD is not respecter of persons [Acts 10.34]. More You seek HIM, more You will find HIM [Jeremiah 29.13], [1 Samuel 3.21]. Truth. Wisdom. Choice.