Because You are HELPLESS and things seem HOPELESS for now, doesn't mean that's the End of your LIFE, my friend. Because You don't see any other way Forward, doesn't mean there is no other way ahead at all; which only means You are still Trying on you own. Cut GOD in, Seek HIM Wholeheartedly, Humble yourself, Fast and Pray, Heaven will open, GOD will Intervene, Things will CHANGE in your favor in no time [2 Chronicles 7.14]. GOD will make you See things, You have not Seen before, make you Hear things you have not Heard before, make you Think things you have not Thought before because GOD's Wisdom, Knowledge, Power, Resources,.. have NO Limits [Psalms 32.8], [Psalms 147.5], [Jeremiah 27.5]. My friend, GOD has Millions of ways, which WE do not know about, That' s why HE says 'Call unto ME, I will teach you things you do not know and things you cannot know' [Jeremiah 33.3]. So: Seek, Believe, Obey, Honor GOD/BIBLE. Truth. Wisdom. Choice.