WE Can't CHANGE our past, its OVER. So STOP Weeping and Worrying over it, Wasting away whatever little LIFE left but the Good News is, WE can Always CREATE our FUTURE, by simply: Knowing, Accepting and Applying the TRUTH, Now [John 14.6], [John 8.32]. Beloved, YOU might have had a Bad start in Life, it doesn't matter at all because You can always have an AWESOME Finish in CHRIST [2 Corinthians 5.17]. Know for Sure that 'DEATH' is Not the End of our Existence but the Real Beginning of our LIFE, Either in HEAVEN or in Hell, based purely on our Individual Choices and Decisions we make now by Accepting or Rejecting JESUS/BIBLE while living here on Earth [Romans 10.9-10], [Acts 2.38], [Ecclesiastes 12.13-14], [Deuteronomy 30.15 & 19], [Daniel 12.3-4]. My friend, GOD LOVES US, GOD is for us, GOD created HEAVEN for us and Hell for Devil and his angels [Matthew 25.41]. So, STOP: Ignoring, Neglecting, Rejecting this LOVING GOD, DECEIVING YOURSELF but RECEIVE HIM in order to be: DELIVERED, SAVED and BLESSED [Revelation 3.20]. Truth. Wisdom. Choice.