FYI, GOD/BIBLE says: 'All that live Godly in CHRIST JESUS shall suffer PERSECUTION' [2 Timothy 3.12], 'GOD who called us,. by JESUS CHRIST, after ye have SUFFERED a while, make you Perfect, Establish, Strengthen, Settle you [1 Peter 5.10], Many are the AFFLICTIONS of the righteous; but the LORD delivers him out of them all [Psalms 34.19]. JESUS Himself said, 'In the world ye shall have TRIBULATION, but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world' [John 16.33], My friend, Our Harvest is yet to come [Galatians 6.7-8]. Beloved, True CHRISTIAN Life is Not Fun and Joy always but Pain and Tears. So, STOP Crying and Cursing Yourself, Not Realizing an Awesome Life Awaits us in HEAVEN with Eternal: Rewards [John 6.27], Treasures [Matthew 6.20] and Inheritance [1 Peter 1.4], [Philippians 3.20], [Revelation 21.4]. So, Cheer up. Truth. Wisdom. Choice. Share.