Never feel: Bad, Shy,.. or Unqualified to SERVE GOD, SERVE LORD JESUS even because of Your infamous PAST or You being: Poor, Ignored, Neglected and Rejected by the Majority; Because GOD Does Not look at your Past but at your Heart [1 Samuel 16.7]. Remember, Rehab the Harlot [Joshua 2.1-24], Ruth the Moabite/Enemy [Ruth 1.16-17], David the Shepherd boy [1 Samuel 17.45-47], Ebed Melek the Ethiopian Slave [Jeremiah 39.16-18],.. and Criminal on the Cross [Luke 23.39-43]. My friend, GOD is IMPARTIAL [Acts 10.34]. GOD Cannot LIE [Titus 1.2]. GOD Cannot CHANGE [Malachi 3.6]. GOD LOVES us all [John 3.16]. GOD Goes by HIS Word [Psalms 89.34]. So, it doesn't matter who you were or what you were, as long as you Repented of your SINS, Accepted LORD JESUS as your personal SAVIOR, You are part of GOD's Family/Kingdom and You can Represent GOD, JESUS, HEAVEN here, now [Matthew 28.18-20], [Matthew 5.16]. Truth. Wisdom. Choice.