Many are the AFFLICTIONS of the righteous; but the LORD delivers him out of them all [Psalms 34.19]. Know what's your order and wait patiently; longer the wait, greater the joy. Our Harvest is yet to come [Galatians 6.7-8]. My friend, True CHRISTIAN Life is Not a Bed of Roses, as Misunderstood and Falsely Believed by Billions out there but it is just the Opposite. GOD/BIBLE says: 'All that live Godly in CHRIST JESUS shall suffer PERSECUTION' [2 Timothy 3.12], 'In the world ye shall have TRIBULATION, but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world' [John 16.33], 'GOD who called us,. by JESUS CHRIST, after ye have SUFFERED a while, make you Perfect, Establish, Strengthen, Settle you [1 Peter 5.10], So, STOP Crying and Cursing Yourself, Not Realizing an Awesome Life Awaits us in HEAVEN [Philippians 3.20], [Revelation 21.4]. So, Cheer up; Our AWESOME TIME is yet to come. Truth. Wisdom. Choice.