Beloved, you are responsible for your Happiness, not others. Happiness depends on happenings in Life; so, Create and Control them by Believing, Obeying GOD/BIBLE, by Doing unto Others what you would have them Do unto you [Isaiah 1.19-20], [Luke 6.31], [Galatians 6.7-8]; While Peace and Joy is the result of your Relationship and Intimacy with GOD [Philippians 4.6-7]. My friend, the Emptiness, the sense of Missing something or the Reason-less Fear in You, is the Sign and Proof of, Room for GOD in your Heart is still Vacant [Ecclesiastes 3.11], [John 14.27], [Acts 13.52]. So, Welcome GOD, Thank and Worship HIM [Revelation 3.20], [Romans 10.9-10]. Remember, GOD is the Key. Truth. Wisdom. Choice.