Know very well and try to be: in your place, position and power; You are not supposed to be roaming everywhere, trying to please everyone whereby accomplishing nothing for you. Pray, fast and ask God, if you haven't or can't figure it out; where and what you must be doing and spending your time and resources. Stop being a spectator, become a participator and a partaker of God's vision for you in His kingdom. Onetime lifetime opportunity.
Love others, sow that seed; so that you can reap that latter, when it is returned. One of the greatest feelings is receiving the love you give to others. Stop crying saying no one loves me. Have you ever loved one, try; you will be surprised by their response. People are love hungry. Jesus loved us by dying for us to save us, now that we are loving Him back by living for Him. Remember God/Bible says love your neighbor, why; in order to be loved back and enjoy life.
