Don't lose heart, as long as you have received LORD JESUS as your Savior [Romans 10.9-10] and remain as HIS Child... Sometimes, what looks like a sudden disappointment, failure, loss; outside, is nothing but God positioning us to receive what He has been preparing for us [Romans 8.28] to take us to next level. With God nothing is irreversible or impossible. Just trust God. Remember He is for us and always very much interested in our well being and happiness. Don't worry, it shall be very well with you, very soon.