Never give up my friend, until GOD says NO to you! Remember, GOD is in charge of us. HE created us, HE is keeping us, HE is preparing a Wonderful place in Heaven for those who Obey HIM, HE is Able, Available and Never rejects anyone who approaches HIM for GRACE, MERCY and FAVOR. Then why limit yourself, Go to GOD in humility, in gratitude, in faith!!!!