Keep trying, don't lose heart... Rainbow is not before the rain my friend but after the rain. Only going through hardships and failures prepares the way for success and happiness. GOD created us in HIS own Image and likeness [Genesis 1.26-27] Revealed Himself [John 1.1-14] Loving us [John 3.15-17] protecting us [Psalms 34.7] providing us [Matthew 6.33] healing us [Exodus 15.26] promised us Heaven [John 14.1-3] [Philippians 3.20-21] So obey God [Romans 10.9-10] Trust Him and be patient...