My friend; Do you know, what all GOD said about you and I in His word/Bible? Know, why and for whom GOD killed JESUS on the Cross. Bible is the only direct official voice and heart of God for us Mankind; its for You and I. Get it, go through it, master it before you go back to GOD. God protected us even before we were born [Psalms 139.13] God will protect us until death [Isaiah 46.4] and after death [Psalms 16.10] Learn to LOVE GOD!!!! Learn to get into GOD's Arms...