Past cannot be changed. Stop trying to fix it. Rather focus on your present, try to think of GOD, learn to depend on HIM and choose to please HIM [Matthew 6.33]; so that your future can be made beautiful; make it so awesome that people may not even remember your past... One life we have, when we give it to God, He blesses it by filling it with life, wisdom, strength, joy, peace and hope; if given to the devil, he: steals, kill and destroy it, sooner or later [John 10.10] Consider....