My friend; CHOOSE WISELY... Our Freewill is for Accomplishments, not for self Destruction; though we are free to choose our thoughts, words and actions, we are not free to control its Consequences. Never forget that. Like there are physical laws, there are Spiritual laws too. Every time you Obey a Spiritual Law, you welcome a Blessing and Every time you Disobey a Spiritual Law, you welcome Curses [Deuteronomy 28]. So try to keep company with people, habits, hobbies and things which can Build and Improve you. Exercise your Self-Control. Know GOD personally [Revelation 3.20], [Romans 10.9-10] Seek JESUS/BIBLE, associate and walk with truly GOD fearing folks who love People, Justice, Righteousness and Peace... Be Delivered, Saved and Blessed. Truth. Wisdom. Choice.