Beloved read BIBLE. Believe and Obey it to be Delivered, Saved and Blessed. Suicide is not a solution but the only worst problem which has no solution at all... Suicide is an act of cowardliness... Suicide is not a solution, but; a bigger solution-less problem; it is devil's deadly trap to push one into that irreversible eternal hell fire, to accompany him forever and ever. There is no problem in the world which does not have a solution, what all it takes is to talk to the right people, that's all. God never created us to suffer in pain, but it is our unwise decisions, which sometimes, push us to this extent. Moreover we didn't create us, we don't own us. Though we make mistakes we are not a mistake. So never even think of ending your life on your own. God owns you, He loves you, He will take care of you. Just trust God, seek and report to Him.