Beloved BELIEVE in GOD, Our Creator and Never reason HIM because WE can never ever Comprehend HIM with our very limited micro Brain but we may Reason, question, investigate, analyse: men, world and Need not Believe them instantly, because they are Creations as well like You and I. My brother, my sister and my dear friend Never discuss your problems with someone incapable of contributing to its solution; rather share them with GOD through prayer, in faith [Matthew 6.8] who knows your needs even before you could pray unto HIM. So Trust in GOD [Psalms 118.8] Who Created you [Genesis 1.26-27], Who Cares for you [1 Peter 5.7] Who Loves you [John 3.15-17] and Who has Great Plans for you [Jeremiah 29.11]. Know this, GOD is in charge of us, not men. WE are GOD's Order HE will pay the bills and not mankind's so they have nothing to do with it indeed. GOD commands us to seek HIS kingdom first, why? because HE is in charge of us, HE has the Final say in our lives; so OBEY GOD so that our needs will be met [Matthew 6.33]. So Obey GOD [Isaiah 1.19]. Stop running behind men, world but GOD so that GOD will personally intervene and get involved in your Life today, Now. This is Wisdom [Proverbs 1.7]. This is the Truth [John 8.32], [John 17.17].