Beloved Keep your honesty between you and GOD; don't share your personal life, with everyone you come across; there are many folks who act like servants of GOD and Godly folks, who collect all your personal life stories, especially the ugly and painful ones to keep in their memory bank to gossip, judge, enjoy and even to prophecy upon your life later and to use your life as examples for others. On the other hand, there are a few committed servants of GOD, filled and led by HOLY SPIRIT; who may cry along with you and pray for your deliverance, joy, peace and happiness. Don't jump and run to show your head to everyone, there are wolves around in lambskins. Trust GOD, pour your heart before HIM, HE will heal it and care you well. Wisdom. Truth.