Beloved, STOP getting mad at GOD for lack of Knowledge [Galatians 6.7-8]. Someday GOD will Reverse Everything, Reward Everyone [Revelation. 22.11-12]. GOD Loves everyone of us as if there were only one of us: that's why HE created us all UNIQUE with Different: looks, voice, smell, size,. and shape, so that NO one can replace us [Psalms 139.14]. Remember, WE are all, very important to GOD that's why HE has even: numbered our hair on head [Matthew 10.30], collects our Tears [Psalms 56.8], listens attentively to all our secret prayers, conversations [Matthew 6.5-8], [Malachi 3.16], and Killed HIS only SON on our behalf [John 3.16]. SEEK GOD for GOD is LOVE [1 John 4.8]. Truth. Wisdom. Choice.