GOD/BIBLE says: 'All that will live Godly in CHRIST JESUS shall Suffer PERSECUTION' [2 Timothy 3.12], 'In the world ye shall have TRIBULATION, but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world' [John 16.33], GOD who called us,. by JESUS CHRIST, after ye have SUFFERED a while, make you Perfect, Establish, Strengthen, Settle you [1 Peter 5.10], 'Many are the AFFLICTIONS of the righteous; but LORD delivers him out of them all' [Psalms 34.19]. So, STOP Crying and Cursing Yourself, Not Realizing an Awesome Life Awaits us in HEAVEN [Revelation 21.4]. True CHRISTIAN Life is Not a Bed of Roses, as Misunderstood and Falsely Believed by Billions out there but it is just the Opposite. So, Know what's your order and wait patiently; longer the wait, greater the joy. Remember, our Harvest is yet to come [Galatians 6.7-8], [Romans 8.17], [1 Peter 1.3-4]. So, Cheer up. Truth. Wisdom. Choice.