Don't get annoyed when others don't understand you, because you are the only you, my friend. We are all different in one way or other. We are unique. Only God understands us right, the way we should be understood... Seek GOD my friend in order to be LOVED and COMFORTED... Stop playing with devil my friend... Satan fools and pushes even all his loyal followers to fail, fall, deceived and destroyed just because he is full of evil and he himself is a loser, who lost heaven and destined to the hell... So follow Jesus, follow your Shepherd and SAVIOR [Romans 10.9-10] for Safety and Eternity in Heaven ....