My friend, there is a BIG difference between Suffering for doing evil and Suffering evil for Doing GOOD for GOD...Suffer for GOOD, suffer for GOD... GOD is worth suffering for...Now and Forever... Only suffering for GOD guarantees Eternal Life and Eternal Rewards... JESUS Never rejected Anyone, Anyone who approached HIM for help. HE Never said No to anyone who came to HIM for comfort. He had time and heart even for Beggars, Prostitutes, Drunkards, Sick, Sinners and all...So whoever you may be and whatever Pain you are going through approach HIM, HE WILL NEVER EVER LET YOU DOWN!!! Beloved Faith is what GOD is looking for, Faith is what you should develop!!! Believe in GOD/BIBLE...