Blessings are things that money cannot buy, my friend. Jacob had: gold, silver, wives, children, servants, cattle,. but yet he had to wrestle with GOD all night in order to be Blessed [Genesis 32.24-26]. John the Baptist lived in wilderness, wore camel skin, ate locust and honey, preached Gospel and beheaded to death; Jesus said of all men born of women no one is greater than John [Matthew 11.11]. Virgin Mary became pregnant without being married; sudden disgrace but GOD said she was Blessed [Luke 1.42]. So, Never equate worldly success to Blessings. Remember, GOD said what is highly esteemed in men's sight is Abomination to GOD [Luke 16.15]. Friendship with world is Enmity with GOD [James 4.4]. Truth. Wisdom. Choice.