Focus on the Teachings of JESUS and Not on the Teachers of JESUS, my friend. Apostles, Evangelists, Pastors, Prophets and Teachers are Not Replacement for GOD [Ephesians 4.11]. Love them, Honor them but STOP Idolizing them and get Disappointed/Deceived in the end. NO ONE is PERFECT, always remember this. They are also mere men like you and I; with their own weakness and wickedness, flaws and shortcomings; so Focus on JESUS/BIBLE, to: Learn, Apply and Improve [Jeremiah 33.3], [Romans 12.2], [2 Corinthians 5.17]. Beloved, Teachers are just Starters and Guides; they can't sit for Exams on your behalf. You must DO it yourself, so You must be thorough with your Text book/BIBLE. Listening at school/Church alone, at times May Not even get you a Pass or a Great score, so you Must work hard and study the BIBLE at home as well. Remember, GOD/BIBLE Warns, 'Don't be DECEIVED, Be ye not only Hearers of the Word/BIBLE but DOERS as well [James 1.22]. So, Wake up. Find time for YOU, to Read, Study, Understand and Apply GOD's Word/BIBLE in Life before too late, because that only will decide Where and How YOU will spend your Eternity, once You are DEAD and gone; either in HEAVEN as GREAT/small or in HELL. So, PLEASE Know and DO what BIBLE says from Right Now, for Your own GOOD. Truth. Wisdom. Choice.